Money vs Wedding n Marriage

The other ^guy^

Ehem...
I know im sorry.. im taking a long hiatus from updating my blog. Been really busy aiming for Allah knows wat..
Juggling career, two girls, two parents n luckily I am blessed with this imperfectly perfect guy..
While ppl r busy on a jet plane 4 d kaamatan long holiday, both me n Mr. B decided to just stay at our rental house in Tawau n d objective is to do nothing n enjoy more quality time with z kids..
Yup.. we did dat literally but Mr. B did most of the housework while I lazing around with d kids (talk about being a good wife)...
Being a *weekend* wife, my time with Mr. B is super limited. Sometimes daily we talked about our "office life" n shared stupid jokes with each other n d girls will take turn to go gaga wif him over phone.
Its not impossible being solo most of d time but I do miss d idea of staying together, making faces, cried on his shoulder (it has greater impact compared to crying over d phone).
Above all, its always my ultimate wish to stay together with Mr. B looking out 4 our two darlings woke up at night fighting with d pampers n squeashy moment.
But I agree that life has its normal sacrifice term, u give some u take some. To Mr. B, thank u 4 tolerating with my whims.
This entre is a tribute to all husby out there.. either u r a dad or yet to b a dad.. u know y we girls have choosen "you"...

About Love

Do you recall having d goosebump moment everytime the man u love or admired just walking pass by..
Feels like thousand butterflies in your tummy huh..
Or when he smiled (even if he's not smiling at u) makes your heart flutter or stop 4 a second..
If you said yes to all of the above u have been or in love darl..
I'm not going to reveal the fact dat i stumbled into a pool of mud during my highschool just looking at d boy i admired back then or my eyes just sparkled when i talked about him until i bore my frens to death..love actually is the most powerful thing one can ever experience.
It is so amazing since it can change you either to b a better or a bitter person.
I love fairytales and I do believe in magic.. theres always that special someone somewhere waiting to b found 4 everyone..see i can be unrealistic when it comes to love..
The truth is, when u have found love so what next? Is the 'marry me' song jingling in ur ears or you r just comfortable with what you have together? Will it be enough?
When I first married to d love of my life i told myself. I can do this I'm going to stay in love every second in my life. The problem is I lied. It takes a lot of effort from both of our side to stay all romantic lovey dovey all over again. With d pregnancy, wailing baby now babies, work, finances, family n friends we are just two super tired couple who appreciate sleeps more than anything in d world.
Therefore, the smartypants which is me (bahaha) try to get my partner attention by arguing (since he loves my daughters more) or just annoyed d hell out of him..I believe every relationship needs a lil push here n there to make it happen..
What hubby n myself like to do when the babies r finally finally asleep is just talk while eating n drinking our favourite food wic includes meggi n my fav drinks i.e. coke (i-cant-drink-them-now).Hubby knows my obsession on my smartphone n he will try to kidnap my darling note 3 whenever possible saying that it is needed to be recharge (hehe)..
We appreciate the alone time even if it means stealing few minutes or hours purchasing groceries so its only me n me that he cuddles (sorry boo n bam2).
Above all, love is full of meaning with no end..
No money in this world can buy happiness which comes from love..
And sometime..sometime loving doesn't mean to be together but letting the one we love to be happy with someone else..
I have found mine n aim to keep him for good..
Are you going to find yours??

Loving your Bodyshape

I remembered being told by a certain someone back than in uni that I have a not well proportioned body or my hair style is like in d sixty all wavy n brown (i couldnt help it.. im born with it).
That statements really hurt and i told myself look is not everything wat matters is wat inside ur brain.. I believed all of us have been through the "innocent & akward" moment. Dress with big plain t shirt and baggy khakis. Looking in awe at the other pretty girls wearing makeup and wear pretty clothes. Not that I dont have pretty clothed but I dont have the guts to wear such cloth. Even the mere mention of wearing shawl versus bawal at that time is considered too stylo or over.
How time flies n yes that definitely makes me know what dress or shirt compliment my body porpotion.
I'm not fat, I'm just top heavy. N if u said I'm fat, I'll ask Oprah Winfrey to slap u since she's heavier than me n curvy! I see many gorgeous women out there still not aware of what best for their bodies. Not every style compliment our body shape unless we are gifted with an hourglass shape.
There are: curvy, top heavy, i have a belly, pear shaped, ruler shaped, petite and super gifted one hourglass (lets not talk about em really).
To understand your bodyshape and which dress suits u best do some research. Listen to your besties or mom. They know wats best 4 u.
I have uploaded few pictures 4 u guys to refer to.. enjoy n no matter what shape u r in.. you are beautiful within n out..

When you are getting "OLder"

Sometime..age does not reflect the way you are thinking or the way you act.
Trust me, even the mind age detector application in facebook cannot tell d difference..
Have you ever encountered a person with a shallow mindset when you expect something big coming out from him/her?
Or have you met a young persona (barely out of college) but who speak of wisdom and actually share the same wavelength with you or at least can share a decent conversation with you?
That is why it is good for us to mingle with different age group of people be it a baby, children, teenagers or old folks as these people see the world in a different angle and perspective.
I know that as I'm getting older and wiser (ehem hopefully) I know there are times when I have to be extra patient, put extra effort in understanding, and ignore patty2 things which deemed irrelevant to my life.
I also know that when I'm getting older, I know how to bring myself in public (no akward moment me time) which outfit to choose, which dress compliment my bodyshape, which lipstick color suits my complexion n yes red shawl makes me look off white (like a ghost).
So bottom line, if you happen to meet a person which is immature (in your thinking) leave that person. Better yet unfriend them. If you happen to date a person which have a low opinion of u, leave that person you dont need a childish partner.
But you can't help to have a wee bit of an inner child in you every once in a while ait..
Life is about growing up and learning.. it just happened not all people mature in the same age.. sometimes you matured with life experience or your surroundings. Whatever it is, say hello to the more mature you. You know what I mean, less nonsense and more sensible you.
Until than darlings..
Let gaze upon my 'mini' me.. the immature part of me who likes to imitate her every 2nd while guiding her to b a great muslimah..

Assalamualaikum 2014

Its a fresh new start again and thanks to my super awesome forgetful mind i couldn't get any excess to my old blog. Perhaps its a sign to start being creative all over again..
Miaha..

2013 has been great to me in terms of work, love, family and friends.. pick up new bff which we ended up forming a new xoxo team. Loving them to d booth, hey its not easy to meet people who shared d same wavelength.. 

u know wat they say "great mind think alike".

Work is great, full of challenge and everyday feels like survival mode in a battlefield.

Sounds weird to be true ait.. life has never been easy. Not to mention that I have to fight the urge of killing people last year ( high hormones during pregnancy).. 

Anyway.. there's so much to say but too little time.. let these photos do the talking shall we..

until than peeps..