About Love

Do you recall having d goosebump moment everytime the man u love or admired just walking pass by..
Feels like thousand butterflies in your tummy huh..
Or when he smiled (even if he's not smiling at u) makes your heart flutter or stop 4 a second..
If you said yes to all of the above u have been or in love darl..
I'm not going to reveal the fact dat i stumbled into a pool of mud during my highschool just looking at d boy i admired back then or my eyes just sparkled when i talked about him until i bore my frens to death..love actually is the most powerful thing one can ever experience.
It is so amazing since it can change you either to b a better or a bitter person.
I love fairytales and I do believe in magic.. theres always that special someone somewhere waiting to b found 4 everyone..see i can be unrealistic when it comes to love..
The truth is, when u have found love so what next? Is the 'marry me' song jingling in ur ears or you r just comfortable with what you have together? Will it be enough?
When I first married to d love of my life i told myself. I can do this I'm going to stay in love every second in my life. The problem is I lied. It takes a lot of effort from both of our side to stay all romantic lovey dovey all over again. With d pregnancy, wailing baby now babies, work, finances, family n friends we are just two super tired couple who appreciate sleeps more than anything in d world.
Therefore, the smartypants which is me (bahaha) try to get my partner attention by arguing (since he loves my daughters more) or just annoyed d hell out of him..I believe every relationship needs a lil push here n there to make it happen..
What hubby n myself like to do when the babies r finally finally asleep is just talk while eating n drinking our favourite food wic includes meggi n my fav drinks i.e. coke (i-cant-drink-them-now).Hubby knows my obsession on my smartphone n he will try to kidnap my darling note 3 whenever possible saying that it is needed to be recharge (hehe)..
We appreciate the alone time even if it means stealing few minutes or hours purchasing groceries so its only me n me that he cuddles (sorry boo n bam2).
Above all, love is full of meaning with no end..
No money in this world can buy happiness which comes from love..
And sometime..sometime loving doesn't mean to be together but letting the one we love to be happy with someone else..
I have found mine n aim to keep him for good..
Are you going to find yours??