Away from Home

This is it...
The moment of being apart from your children 4 work. I thought I will b stronger this time but hey who am i kidding..
ONE WEEK .. ONE WHOLE WEEK being away from your children is too much to handle.
I used to b d narrow minded person who thinks dat any careerwoman who is willing to work outstation most of d time n enjoys it must really not love their children!!
U know wat..shame on me!!!
Now I know how hard it must have been 4 them..
When I had to leave yesterday, I remembered waking up super early making food for bams, 😢 bathing her, feeds her while waiting for Boo to wake up and wail my name...BONDAAA...n my weekend has finally geared up.
I dont get to do mani/pedicure like d career mommy on TV. I eat d BEST collagen n supplements in town to make sure despite the sleep deprived, I still can manage to smile n be energetic 4 my little ones.
The look on booboo face when my hubby helped to dress her up in her best gown makes my heart weep.😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Isnt she just d preetiest baby on earth or maybe not so baby anymore but Im going to miss her asking for my hp so she can watch her Frozen instagram (yup, she's a bag fan of prozen)..
I know now that its not easy to do this and while my wise sister advice would be take this chance for yourself as you need a break too i was like *what err ermm?*..

Yes..maybe its a good break.. n maybe I will appreciate my time with my loved ones more when I'll be away quiet often to make way for my career... But again, is this the sort of adventure that I"m dreaming of or I need to wake up and realized that maybe maybe the grass is greener on d other side??????

Whatever it is.. i miss my two babies......
Soooo sooooooo much~