The blast from the past

Assalamualaikum n Hello darlings...
If u r reading this entry now, a big clap to ur shoulder coz alhamdulillah we have made it through again this year...
I was browsing through my nostalgic diary when my eyes caught my diary back then in 1997..
Hemm... cant really figure out how old were i on dat time of d year but honestly i dont really want to remember much my sophomore year in highschool...
Argh d memory, the tremendous admirers,kakak angkat abg angkat nenek angkat n d list goes on...
And of course same goes with the frenemies...
Filem like *mean girls* creeping to my mind right now..
Yes, i remembered being an outcast,i remembered being *pulau, i remembered being hugged by a true friend who stand by me n teach me d world is not dat small.... for d true friend dat i've met along the way (u know who u are) i pray real hard to Allah for sending u guys to me...
Its not easy to be a teenager back then...
Always being judge and ended up being judgemental...
Today, i still feel d hurt...
Hubby always said, *by they r only teenagers so dont take it too seriously..
I was like seriously????!! (Ada nada dendam di situ)..
Noooo la... i moved on n i think these ppl have moved on...
Although im still friends *(u know FB is  very good at connecting ppl altho ppl that we refused to connect with!!!! pftt)..
I'm still very careful on everything..
And if i bumped into d list of kiddos *wic i-hate-d-most* back than i try  well simply to ignore or run!!!
No hypocracy NEEDED!!
Very very very immature of u ozelin!!!
I hope boo n bam will have smooth n sailing teenager time in future..
Maybe just like d golden boy daddy ok*
In short, whatever d past makes us today...
Kids teenagers n youngsters who r reading this, life is too short to focus on material things..
Boy crush girl crush that doesnt really matter....
U own ur destiny plus Allah plan for us..
For my dearest friend.. yus,izzah,atty,mimi, sham, naja n kak ana, terence,gg, ita,.kema.. u will owez have a love spot in my heart...
I used to admire gorgeous looking girls with gorgeous working bag while holding one cute baby on her other hand...
No eyes judging but only admiring eyes on u... stay dreaming n inshaa allah dat girl might b you.
To my frenemies out there... sokay, thanks to u i have become d girl dat my parents, hubby and kids are proud of..
If u have ppl repeatedly badmouthing u or owez *tak puas hati, just move on n enjoy d ride.
If they start talking, means u have something that they dont..
Lets give them *something to talk about shall we~
Tq again 4 reading this entry~

Lookbook 2014 dat i love d most

Salam ukhuwah and a very good afternoon to my darling readers...
I know im still into fashion talk nowadays..
Dont feel too sad n blue if u r those girls who wear only black shirt black shawl or black watevs...
Dat means fashion as well... albeit in a more monochromatic hue...
Im feeling a lil bit blue n down today but twas really a productive day for me.
Two completed reports meant d world to me..
Despite my gloomy uniform n few other important things running in my mind..
I owez create an imaginary world outside my jobscope...
Yahhhh.... my dreamworld of working in a fashion magazine...
Hence(macam la aku takda masa nak buat benda lain), i took screenshot of some of the fashionista out there well put together...
I guess a girl has to have a black fitting jacket in her wardrobe.. i have like 5 black jacket (bahahaha...nmpk tak tamak halobanya di situ).
Than jeans.. u know its trending to put on d boyfriend patched jeans.. (suar2 koyak2 tu bah).. n me being the polite wife went down n showed dat trending jeans to my hubby wif a hopefull look *anje can i wear this?*.. (he just rolled his brown eyes n said NO.byk lagi suar ndak koyak yg by boleh pakai).. ok noted..
The others d white boyfie shirt which luckily hubby approved of me wearing em (tutup aurat sbb dat loose boyfie shirt is errmmm well loose??) Have u guys bought one 4 urself? I think white shirt is always a wardrobe staple.. a girl must have...
Than goes one black working shoes (😈 i do prefer black in so many great design nowadays).. so go find urself a great working shoes. Trust me i have well 6 of them..
Last but not d least.. a working girl no matter u r working in d office or working at home u do know dat u need an essential staple working tote bag?
Ok swipe dat face (*totes what?!)..
Now2 calm down. U know d medium structured bag (yg ada keras sikit)
Aha!! Dat is a structured bag...
Please invest in one good bag ladies...
U dont need the high end brand. The most important is..its deemed workable...
I hope the above tips can be well implemented among us...
Be true be lovable n just b urself~

2015 ramblings

Assalamualaikum wbt n a big hi to my darling readers..
So apparently Ive been busy struggling my full time job as a working mother..
Despite my so called diet programme, my supplement taking etc. To date im still weigh at 58 kg!!!
Well still a looooooooong way to go sister.
I take it as a nearly successfull story since Im taking this weight loss suplement called IPerfcto..
I know ppl has been pinning me down to get the name of d product dat i consumed and here it goes iperfecto n radiance signature (for d extra glow).
Oh yeah....
Go google ladies...
Next year bam bam will turn 1 which means I can resume the treadmill, upper crunch, sit up u name it ill do it (sound super ambitious here though)..
Im sure Mr. B will definitely LOL when he reads this post.. darling if u read this im going to nail 49 kg next year.. do u copy dat sir?!!
Ok enough on me..
Do u have any motivation or target next year to be achieved??
Although I have plenty in mind (plus submitting budget proposal to hubby 4 next year.. must do that since im a shopaholic).. theres a lot of things that I have in mind...
One main aim is to read quran at least once or twice weekly...
Ozelin u have been very very bad indeed~
Lets start shopping for a new diary shall we n together we shall jot down our to do list...
In the meantime plz enjoy d OOTD ive taken throughout the year...
May Allah bless n grant us all jannah n may 2015 bring baraqah to everyone of us...
Love u darls..